By Antonia Butler
I find it easier to return to being intentional with my attention in natural settings, and so have sought to go back into nature more often, specifically to find that re-centering

Kobuk River, Alaska, where Antonia started reading How To Do Nothing
I would highly recommend this book to anyone – How To Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy by Jenny Odell. It was recommended to me by someone at Taylor Street Farm while we were weeding last spring, and I finally got to reading it this summer, under unusual circumstances, I would say: While floating down the Kobuk river in the Alaskan Arctic circle. I was on a back-country rafting trip with my partner and 2 other friends. It was a great setting to start this book, since after chores were taken care of, we did a whole lot of “nothing” to fill the 23 hours of daylight: Chatting, snoozing, observing the river go by, spotting wildlife, watching the mountains move away while moving ‘around’ us (as the river wound around bends). There was no social media/ streaming/ internet/news to distract us due to the complete lack of reception. Just a whole lot of time to take in the world and my fellow-travellers.
This was a perfect setting to start practicing doing nothing and ‘resisting the attention economy’ because those were naturally part of our days. The book complimented the practice of observing my surroundings intentionally and slowly, and connecting more deeply with other people. I haven’t finished yet, but my main takeaways so far from this book are: The why and how to be intentional with your attention, and that ‘doing nothing’ is an important precursor to doing something more meaningful and thoughtful.
It is certainly a practice that takes some effort! I find it easier to return to being intentional with my attention in natural settings, and so have sought to go back into nature more often, specifically to find that re-centering. I’m lucky enough to live in a place with lots of nature nearby – a trip to the ocean, or backpacking in a national forest, or even just going to a city park or nearby creek: trees, water, birds remind me what a special experience life is, and to be intentional about what I give attention to.
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Kobuk River, Alaska. Once you’re fed, there’s time to do a whole lot of nothing.
About Antonia
Born in Hong Kong, Antonia grew up on a smallholding in rural Co. Carlow. Aged 6, when visiting her Canadian grandparents in Quebec City, Antonia announced that when she grew up she would move to Canada. True to her word, just before her 18th birthday she landed in Montreal to pursue a degree in electrical engineering. In addition to graduating with honours, she helped establish a composting system for the university, after overcoming her astonishment that there wasn’t already one in place. As a creative soul, she balances the precise science of engineering in her job as a manager in a large electric car company in California with beautiful creative projects from hand-made cards to cakes baked with fruit from trees in her neighbourhood. She also volunteers at Garden To Table, a wonderful community garden where people learn about growing food, and sharing. Antonia says it reminds her of home. When she is home, she enjoys chopping wood because it combines an upper body strength workout with productive work.
About Doing Nothing at the Zen Garden Retreat
“It’s so hard to stop!”! said a cousin as we discussed the Zen Garden Retreat, an invitation to be still, to do nothing. In fairness, this cousin is raising her 5 teen-to-adult children mostly on her own while holding down a full time job. But it’s also attributable to her personality and upbringing. Decisive, seemingly always “up”, the concept of stopping is unfamiliar – yet attractive.
During the January retreat, participants commented on how the time flew. Though we offer a light programme to allow plenty of down time, one woman said, “Didn’t we pack in a lot to just 2 full days and it never felt hurried or busy – the perfect tempo.”
Another friend who joined us for the retreat has “done” a lot of stillness. He has been to Nepal to sit, to learn to be still. With the guidance of a guru, he spent days into weeks into months learning to simply breathe, to meditate. The self awareness that grew from that, the clarity and the ability to feel very grounded in his decisions was deep. Of course, it’s not practical for many of us to take that route, but it’s anecdotal evidence (and there’s plenty of formal research on the benefits of meditation too), that stillness does us enormous good. My relatively limited experience of meditation has caused me to respond rather than react to those red buttons life keeps pushing, like magic. I wasn’t even trying to manage myself; it just happened after a couple of weeks of regular short meditations that I was calmer in the face of triggers.
The Zen Garden Retreat is somewhat unusual as it’s not a “wellness” retreat like most. We are right by the sea, which itself is therapy. It takes place in a luxurious, honey-hued house, made from the local limestone, all clean lines and uncluttered spaces, and very comfortable. When you step out onto the wrap-around patio, the views are unending – sea, sky, another rock (Malta), more sky, more sea. It’s a place where you naturally take deep breaths, wanting to savour the space, and the time. Your mind becomes less cluttered. You start to follow nature’s easy pace. You can meander through the lovely gardens, designed by a master Gozitan gardener (who you’ll meet on the retreat) and a renowned Irish landscape architect. It’s a real invitation to absorb the world, breathe in nature, and do a delicious heap of nothing.
It’s an antidote to burnout, a remedy for fatigue, therapy for the body, an elixir for the soul.
See more here. And join us, this February 12-15 or March 19-22.

Dive in!
It’s been a magical summer, filled to the brim with family and friends and a garden wedding here at home, What a day it was!
We were blessed with a gorgeous, sunny, warm day. The bride and groom chose to have the wedding on the solstice, June 20th. The fact that it happened also to be a full moon was delightful and raised the energy of the whole day – and night! At four o’clock in the morning, with the dance floor still going, the sky kept an all-night glow. The large bonfire – a lot of garden tidying went into it! – had by then become hot embers and a slightly wild place to retreat for some DMCs (deep & meaningful conversations :)).
The party seemed to roll on for weeks, with family from abroad staying on, aunts and uncles visiting a little later, and various other social gatherings that filled summer to the brim.
Part of the magic was being in the thick of receiving help from our friends, for gorgeous atmosphere-setting yarn bombing, giant paper flowers, the dirty digging of flower beds, the loan of tables and chairs, glasses and flatware, a hand-painted topper for the wedding cake (so sweet!). Keeping the lawns mown between rainy days seemed like a minor miracle.
The vegetable garden took a back seat relative to other summers, Yet we’ve just had some carrot-top pesto from our first carrot harvest! Thanks to many diligent hands, the freezer is filled with broad beans; the tomatoes are coming on strong now; and peaches have stopped dropping to the ground just as apples are ripening up.
All this magic and blossoming left little time for my own yoga practice. Intending to give myself a break for a few days post-wedding, the leisurely coffee-breakfast-chat routine wended its way well into August. It’s good new for my students: I will now be very empathetic to the feeling of getting back onto the mat!
Classes will start towards the end of September as I’ll be away for a short while, but you can book your class here.
I’m keen to share Shadow style hatha yoga more widely in the community so will have a workshop in October. And the marvellous Ananta Yoga & Ayurveda studio in Wicklow will be the space for a workshop this autumn too. All this lays the groundwork for Karen Watson, my Shadow yoga teacher, who will be over from London for a one-day workshop in Dublin in January.
The Yoga & Sleep retreat in early November is nearly full so please book now if you’d like to relax and unwind with me there.
Details will be forthcoming over the next couple of weeks.
Meanwhile, keep enjoying the long evenings and fresh air. See you soon!
Namaste.

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It’s the longest day of the year up here in the Northern hemisphere. I have always loved the long days in Ireland, with the sun still offering light as late as 11:30 pm. It was a bit tricky getting young children to bed some years ago, but now summer is a couple of cherished months of basking in lovely, light evenings.
What does “light” mean? The absence of darkness; a speed (about 300,000 km / second); electromagnetic radiation perceivable by the human eye; the opposite of heavy; a good mood.
What makes me feel light? Eating lightly – fresh food, not too much. Walking outdoors, not too fast nor too slow; a wander. Reading an uplifting book; stories about overcoming. A smile beaming at me; laughing with a friend. Having time off; having space to do nothing; or doing something new, a light challenge like learning a few guitar chords or painting a picture just for the fun of it. In the darkest of winter, the security of a hot drink by a warm fire does it.
I’m not alone, judging by the poem, below, by Paul Laurence Dunbar.
Creativity, socialising, being outdoors, slowing down. Those seems to be the themes for me. What about you? What makes you feel light? Can you do any of it on this Solstice day, to mark it? If nothing else, close your eyes and take 3 slow breaths. It’s amazing how that can lighten the mood, the day, the weight.
Wishing you a light-filled solstice,
Pam
In Summer Time
When summer time has come, and all
The world is in the magic thrall
Of perfumed airs that lull each sense
To fits of drowsy indolence;
When skies are deepest blue above,
And flow’rs aflush,—then most I love
To start, while early dews are damp,
And wend my way in woodland tramp
Where forests rustle, tree on tree,
And sing their silent songs to me;
Where pathways meet and pathways part,—
To walk with Nature heart by heart,
Till wearied out at last I lie
Where some sweet stream steals singing by
A mossy bank; where violets vie
In color with the summer sky,—
Or take my rod and line and hook,
And wander to some darkling brook,
Where all day long the willows dream,
And idly droop to kiss the stream,
And there to loll from morn till night—
Unheeding nibble, run, or bite—
Just for the joy of being there
And drinking in the summer air,
The summer sounds, and summer sights,
That set a restless mind to rights
When grief and pain and raging doubt
Of men and creeds have worn it out;
The birds’ song and the water’s drone,
The humming bee’s low monotone,
The murmur of the passing breeze,
And all the sounds akin to these,
That make a man in summer time
Feel only fit for rest and rhyme.
Joy springs all radiant in my breast;
Though pauper poor, than king more blest,
The tide beats in my soul so strong
That happiness breaks forth in song,
And rings aloud the welkin blue
With all the songs I ever knew.
O time of rapture! time of song!
How swiftly glide thy days along
Adown the current of the years,
Above the rocks of grief and tears!
‘Tis wealth enough of joy for me
In summer time to simply be.
Ballin Temple is a magical spot nestled in the valley near the River Slaney. Since we moved here 23 years ago we’ve managed the place and grown vegetables without chemical sprays; we were officially organic for a few years. Very soon, we’re offering
- FREE introduction to Grow Your Own on Feb 25 (online) – Tom will take you through what the course is about.
- Grow Your Own, a course (in person in our garden, and online) that runs monthly from March 25 – Sept 30 to get into growing your own food. The monthly format allows you to keep at it and ask questions to personalise your food growing experience.
- Summer yoga classes – dates will be announced after Easter. Can’t wait! Not on the yoga mailing list? Scroll to the bottom of the page and join my lovely yoga community.
We’re also selling a thoroughbred (no time!), square-bale hay, and have just gone live on the Wwoofer website. For details on all of that, check out the full Ballin Temple newsletter here.
Be a Nature Sanctuary Supporter
Years ago we had to stop salmon fishing as the population on the Slaney was in peril. Now we manage the river bank much less intensively but walkers love coming to enjoy nature. There are still costs involved in path clearing and other maintenance, so if you’d like to lend support, it is greatly appreciated.
INTENTIONS
This powerful practice is a way to find clarity by writing things down. Intentions, unlike goals, do not specify how you will get there, but they give you a direction and priority.
The year can seem to drag or fly by, and taking charge of your time at the start of the calendar year can be a refreshing way to step into new things, or to simply refine your existing way of living.
Before setting intentions for the coming year, let go of the past year. Sit or lie still for a few minutes and thinking through your highlights and lowlights, acknowledging successes and failures equally, and letting any unwanted energy from those moments go with a good exhale. Once that’s done, focus on your heart for a few breaths, feeling the softness of it. Allowing this vital organ to “soften” brings the nervous system into a calmer state.
Now, you’re ready to write a few things down.
Intentions are based on your values, so they allow you to envisage you in your full potential, without expectation of perfection. There’s wiggle room; it’s a mindful direction rather than a stressful challenge or goal.
Values can be about connections to the outside – family, good relationships, community; or personal characteristics and practices like patience, kindness, acceptance, discipline, gratitude; or life priorities like health, happiness, learning, leading, abundance.
Setting your 2022 Intentions
When I first did this exercise, I was struck by how it cleared the dross from my cluttered to-do list and laid the foundations for a productive and focused year. What is your WORD for 2022? Your Word is the overall value for this year. Take your time – it can be tough to decide, or it can leap out at you. Check the appendix for a list of possible words. If you’re overwhelmed, start with a list of 10 words. Whittle down to 5. Choose the one that resonates with you most strongly.
GOALS
Make your goals SMART: Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Relevant, Time-based. That way, you can be clear about what’s next, align it with your overall intention, and give have a mini-celebratoin every time you complete a step. Have fun!
What are your PERSONAL goals for 2022?
This may be to do with a personal habit (to create or to break) – read a book a month, watch 1 hour less of TV per day, etc.
What is the FIRST STEP (a very small easy step) that you can take?
When will you take it?
Action
Tick here when you have taken it: ___
Write your next (small) step here: __________________________________________
What are your HEALTH or FITNESS goals for 2022?
Would you like to have more energy? Complete a 5 km run? Try one new vegetarian recipe a month?
What is the FIRST STEP (a very small easy step) that you can take?
When will you take it?
Action
Tick here when you have taken it: ___
Write your next (small) step here: __________________________________________
What are your SPIRITUAL goals for 2022?
This may be about you and your self-awareness, or it may be about how you interact with the world. ~Taking a breath when you need a moment; being grateful for something each day; these are examples.
What is the FIRST STEP (a very small easy step) that you can take?
When will you take it?
Action
Tick here when you have taken it: ___
Write your next (small) step here: __________________________________________
What are your ___________________ (family, professional, etc) goals for 2022?
What is the FIRST STEP (a very small easy step) that you can take?
When will you take it?
Action
Tick here when you have taken it: ___
Write your next (small) step here: __________________________________________
Roll this process over as many times as you need, to see your goal through. Remember: Intention guides, Goals give a fixed aim, small (achievable, measurable|, time-based) steps make it happen. Happy new year!


